Large headed, sharp beaked Kingfisher Totem Hat

upon my head, teach me your wisdom!

You,  who make such a ruckus flying full speed,

only to then delicately land on a wire, mid river

Staring upstream, long distance, loving without thought.

I’m in an old fight with my husband

He’ll never do “it” right.

Loving without thought is not the realm of the ego.

To the ego, love is sacrificial.

Let me fly upstream with you.